#teamtruuuuuuue 🙌🙌🙌 #RandomNight #drunkenness #crazyppl lol
Why does there have to be such crazy messed up ppl in the world? I was so sleepy earlier and I was trying to fight it but I didn’t win and I knocked out for 2 hrs… so when I woke up I started watching tv and this movie on Ted Bundy was on :/ I seriously do it to myself cause I could have changed it or just stop watching but I was interested in the whole damn story. Now look at me… yes I’m scared in my room with my light on watching Jimmy Fallon trying to forget about what I just watched. This is why I dislike watching scary stuff. When I started watching I said to myself, “well if I can watch Dexter I can watch this.” It must be the fact that this movie was based on true events. Blah! I wish there wasn’t any bad ppl in this world… no murder, rape, kidnapping, abuse, alcoholics, anything..
@_xtina86 #empty #cut #crazyDay #summersComing
My lil bb looks so comfy 🐶💕
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My card and flowers to my momma 💗
Heaven @crazymikes ❤with @_xtina86
Love this song!
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hmm do I even have words? Just can’t believe it’s really happening… I’m not necessarily sad just shocked. Google is like my best friend and enemy all in one hahaah, I had just been having dreams about himand thinking about him so often I just had to look. The feelings usually hit me later, the sadness of it all… I think it’s gonna sink in soon who knows maybe it won’t. The good thing is I’ve cried so much for so long I don’t think I have anymore tears left for him. But who knows life has it’s way of surprising you… maybe it’ll give me a little more tears. hahaha… I saw him on his bike a few weeks ago and it just made me laugh, tell a billion jokes and miss the rides on the bike. At least I can laugh about it. Well at least I’ll be out of town for both wedding dates. I just keep wondering about that last text… what did he want to say? Why does he still text? Part of me whats to text him and ask him what he wants to tell me but part of me says just to leave it alone. I’m really sitting here looking at the text asking myself if I should text him. “should-a-would-a-could-a” Maybe he wants to invite me to the wedding? LMBO hahahaha yeah right.
I keep thinking about the day one of my mom’s ex boyfriends got married… he married the girl he left my mom for too. I remember the day she found out he was getting married. I sat and ate dinner while she talked on the phone on the stairs of our apartment at the time. I remember her crying. I remember me telling her to come eat with me but she just told me to eat. And I did, but I was sad for her… I remember once I was done she asked me to clean my dish and she still stayed on the stairs of our steps. Once I was done she said she was taking me to my grandma’s. I’m guessing she drank with her friends and was sad or something… I think the day I found out he was engaged was one of the worst. so check mark for that. Now I also remember the day her ex got married… I went to my grandma’s again. I’m sure this night was planned for my mom HA! Who knows maybe I won’t be sad, or not that sad. One can only hope.